Matched:

I really enjoyed reading this book, it was heart turning. At first when I started it I was unsure, but I fell in love with it the more I read it. I couldn’t imagine living in a place where your thoughts, actions, what you do, who you marry, what you eat, everything, is chosen for you. I can imagine that I would feel so numb, knowing that I could not make decisions for myself. For a slight second in the book I felt like maybe it would be cool, but then I thought, why would I want to live in a world full of robots where anything and everything is decided for me. There would be no purpose in life. I like how Cassia’s grandpa instilled the idea in her to fight. Fight, to make her own choices and although I felt bad for Xander in the story, I could feel Ky’s and Cassia’s true love. It’s sad they were moved to the outer provinces of the farm land but awesome to see people in Cassia’s live able and willing to help her find Ky, wherever he may be.

Crossed Sequal Nov 1 2011

This weekend was awesome...
Friday we went to a wedding, I love weddings and can't wait til I have one of my own.

Saturday was awesome too.. We went to Fats played pool and ate really delicious food. I loved it.

Today which is Sunday was also a lot of fun. We went to Rory and Amy's and they made us DELICIOUS eggs and muffins. I have never done something like that before but it was so much fun. It's nice to be in other peoples company and talking about random things and having a good time. We went to Seth's for dinner and played scategories, which I suck at. It was still fun and his family reminds me so much of mine. It's great.

I'm ready for bed it's getting closer to midnight and I should have been in bed about 9 minutes ago. Sleep needs to be a bigger priority in my life.

Random Thoughts.....

This weekend sure was a good one. Fun with the family, the boyfriend, and fun at the game. Lacking sleep is something i'm sure not use to and i'm having a hard time. I don't know how people live off no sleep. I can't function. It's 8 minutes away from thursday and I don't remember much of my week. The vivid parts are sitting at my desk trying not to fall asleep.

I feel broken some days but sometimes it's a good broken.. I think. I feel like crying alot more, but not because i'm sad. I choke up at the small things, like broken hearts in silly TV shows. Is this a wierd thing? I think so...

It's time for a day off, which is what tomorrow is... From Everything. No work and No school. I might actually do absolutely nothing.

I feel a little guilt about this mess i've gotten myself into. I'm falling into old habits and treading a thin line with some of the choices i'm making.


The Sun is always shining here...