After about a week in hiding, which consisted of hiding under blankets from the world, I still don't feel refreshed. At least I don't think so anyways. I don't remember much of the previous week. Just a lot of pain, soup, pills, and warm applesauce. When I woke up on Thursday or Friday, can't remember which, I was disappointed. Where did my week go? It went nowhere.

This week though I turned in two of the biggest projects for my classes. I'm not sure how confident I'm feeling about these. Although they weren't my best effort they were still done exceptionally well... I think anyways. Guess we'll have to wait for the grade. I just need passing grades, that's all I ask.

I feel bad for the girl who hates her life. She tells me day after day how she is nothing and she is doing nothing. And I say to her every time, why don't you change things? Why don't you end a relationship that is toxic to your life, why don't you go back to school because it will basically cost you nothing, why don't you do something. Why don't you do something more than just sit around with your boyfriend getting yourself into all kinds of trouble. Why don't you....

Things seem to be slowing down. Our last day of our rock solid marriage class is Saturday. I have to miss the end which I'm sad about but at least I get to do half. I've enjoyed it and have learned a lot through it. Just one more thing to check off the list to get married. It still doesn't seem real... yet.

High possibility of moving branches. We'll see how this goes. I'll be a lot busier which is good. I'll be closer to the city... which I hate.