I’m watching the show “coming home” I’ve seen the commercials but have been hesitant to turn in on considering my eye’s instantly tear up whenever I see them. It makes me feel like I shouldn’t take anyone for granted in my life. I want to live every day to the fullest with all the people I love and care about.

I have such a blessed life. Of course there are things that I wish I could change but those are just minor things. I spent this morning at church first in service second in the pre-k room. Service was amazing, about trusting god. Which I think we could all take some lessons on not to mention I got to watch my favorite band. Second service I was in the Pre k room and even though I only had two kids in there I realize how much I’m going to miss it after this month. Those kids just put a huge smile on my face. The way they literally talk about nothing and are so rambunctious and funny, they melt my heart.

Then there was lunch with the girls and the most supportive person I’ve ever met. He listened while we talked about Grey’s and crying at silly episodes. It was fun.Took a couple hour nap which was good to relax. Did some other things and went for a walk. The sun was shining and we walked down the street to butler. It was the best part of the day. We sat on the swings like little kids and I just took it all in. There were no words, I just listened to all the noises around me. There was a slight buzzing noise coming from the school and I could hear two small girls playing somewhere in the distance, the sound of the wind blowing and a basketball bouncing on the ground, which was going flat if I might add. There was a light creaking noise coming from the swing that I swayed in. His make no noise as he sat there still. We made our way to the playground and it reminded me of being a child. Those innocent days, I miss them so much sometimes. Then we sat on top of the monkey bars like grade school kids talking until the wind started and the cold settled around us. It sounds silly but those are the moments I live for. You can gain so much perspective and so much clarity by doing simple things like that. It clears my mind and I feel like I can face many more days.

I love my life, I love God and what he has given me, and I love the people in my life.