Saturday, September 24, 2011

Last night I had the most unsettling dream. I've never had a fear of losing someone so dear to me and right now on some days it seems to be smothering me. I try and not think about it because it only brings stress but my dreams won't let me. When he's by my side I never have these but when he leaves they come back and they are vivid.

Last night I was so tired and I didn't even feel it until I laid down to watch a movie. Didn't even start the movie and I was out like a light. I think that was about 10:30 or so. It was strange. I think the stress of school, work, and always going is catching up to me because some days I don't feel like moving. I am so Happy though and so content with things. Things are moving along and they are great.

We went to this little hole in the wall restaurant last night and let me tell you, it was freaking delicious. I'm really liking the different things we try because I've realized that most of my life I have been missing out. Curry is my new love and also Pha? I think that's how you spell it. I don't know how to explain it but Seth would say "it tastes like Christmas" which is amazing. Maybe I'm more obsessed because I've only tried them once but I want more. They are GOOOOOD.

Things are going well. Seth should be moving down here in about a week or so and I am so psyched for this. I hate his long drive homes at night. It kind of scares me. I think him being down here will alleviate stress for sure. I'm looking forward to this.

This weekend should be good. Tonight is my Grandpa's birthday and I am excited. Tomorrow is church and then hanging out. It should be good, it should be chill, it should be relaxing. I'm looking forward to it.

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