I feel like life has slowed down a lot since the summer, and particularly October. Instead of being insanely busy we often wonder what we are going to do or fill up our time looking at houses. We both equally can not wait until we have our own. For me, it's not even a house right off. I just can't wait to have my own place, my own space, my own stuff. I share everything which is how it's been most of my life but there is a point in someones life where sharing everything they own gets a little old. For the time being though, it must work.

This is the second real snowfall of the year and as much as I hate snow I hope this sticks around at least for Christmas. I really don't remember Christmas last year even having snow on the ground. It wasn't til January til snow poured on us. This Christmas is going to be fantastic.

I can't wait til New Years! New Years day me and Seth will have been together for a year. It seems silly to me to be so psyched for this but this is the longest consecutive relationship that I have ever had and I know that it is never going to end. We will celebrate many New Years but the first one is always the best. I'm just so blessed to be in such a solid, loving, and real love relationship. I've realized in my life that some people throw that word around like it means nothing. I didn't know what it meant to truly love someone until this year. I thought I did but I didn't.

I think it's funny how movies skew your perception of real life. They make us want things that are truly not tangible. We strive to make them close though. The thing is, the movies, they aren't real. They are just that, made up and a story line. I would prefer far more to live in reality than in some sappy made up love story.