There is a happiness that has overtaken me...
I can't explain it but it's such a comforting feeling to me.
I think about things that are coming up in the future and I can't keep
my heart from feeling like it's going to burst out of my chest.
I'm working on a project right now that brings me so much joy
the past year of my life has been the most rewarding, loving, and best
year that I have ever experienced. No more looking down on life
because I've realized that there is nothing to look down upon
there are trials and things that sometimes aren't the best
but to let them ruin your days is pure craziness.
I no longer look at the glass half empty
and I have loving caring and good people in my life that I can count on
I have changes coming up in the near future
that I am ecstatic for and the patients is wearing on me
but it will be here before I know it and it will be the best day of my life.

The holidays are here and I am not prepared but I'm so excited.
I remember when I was little and it felt like Thanksgiving and Christmas
where never going to come. As I get older though they creep up on me
and before I realize it they are here. I am already starting to Christmas shop.
I am so excited to give Seth his gift and I hope he likes it.
New Years will be here before we know it.
Jan 1st is our one year anniversary and I can't believe it.
I can not wait to spend the rest of my life with him.